riding back from the lake today, erin and i were listening to the radio and along came polly... err ugh.. excuse me... eve 6. haha
"inside out" is the name. it used to be a favorite of mine in 6th grade. never knew how much truth it would hold 6 years down the road. or how it would so easily fit into my life.
lyrics, please...
I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rinds
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside,
swallow my doubt
turn it inside out
find nothing but faith in nothing
want to put my tender heart in a blender
watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
rendezvous, then I'm through with you
I burn burn like a wicker cabinet
chalk white and oh so frail
I see our time has gotten stale,
the tick tock of the clock is painful
all sane and logical
I want to tear it off the wall
I hear words in clips and phrases
I think sick like ginger ale
My stomach churns and I exhale
SoCal is where my mind states,
but it's not my state of mind
I'm not as ugly, sad as you
Or am I origami?
folded up and just pretend,
demented as the motives in your head
I alone am the one you don't know you need, take heed, feed your ego
Make me blind when your eyes close
sink when you get close, tie me to the bedpost
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the chorus and the verses just ... UGH! they fit. it's fun.
well that's about all. my hair isn't wet anymore *it's magic*
and i have some strange desire to watch One Hour Photo... although i hate that movie.
if you have seen that movie, and agree that it's utterly disturbing... would you EVER ask someone out while watching it?
i'm just curious.
because that seemed so inappropriate to me. but i am someone who would be asked out during a weird movie. only me..
the night will hold nothing at all. and i'm so excited...
CHEESE!